LBsquared

i am literally just having one of those days.  i am just so frustrated about everything.  the boys have decided, simultaneously, that napping is for losers.  they literally refuse to nap.  fast forward to the end of the day when they are extremely cranky and tired and both are whining and want to be held, and it’s enough to make me pull my hair out.  and THEN they are OVER tired, so they aren’t even falling asleep the way they usually do so my long day is even longer.  add to that the fact that Jamie is having to work during the days to build an outside bar at his bar, and then going in to bartend there at night, and it basically means i am alone ALL the time, and i’m bored and lonely and every day feels like the day before it and i just feel like i’m some mother zombie who isn’t even herself anymore, if i can even remember who that is.  oh, and i feel fat.  whiney enough for you?  ugh.  going to hide under my bed.