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im unraveling. today is the boys first birthday. i should be so happy. instead, jamie and i had a huge fight and he basically told me how unhappy he is. that i am no longer the girl he was in love with. that i mope around the house all the time and it isn’t attractive. i feel crushed. this has been such a hard year, full of so many transitions, and i truly feel like i have been trying my best. i feel like my best isn’t good enough. i feel like a failure. i am terrified that this isn’t going to work out the way i thought it was. i really do love him and i just can’t wrap my brain around the possibility that maybe this isn’t going to work out. i hate that i’m crying on such a happy day.
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loveismy-religion said:
fuck that noise! I have 1 child under 1 year you have TWO! I still mope around and dont fix myself often. I cant imagine what its like to raise twins. I wish I could give you a huge hug. remember, being a parent is hard… give yourself some credit.
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oneofourown said:
First, I can’t believe the boys are 1 already….wow time flies!
Second, try to stay positive hun. You are a strong woman and you will get through this.
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sosmommy said:
=(
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xoemmanicole said:
I know its hard. From experience its truly so hard. But try and focus on the boys and then talk to Jamie about it all later. Jason and I split two days before olivers first birthday and it was so hard but sometimes time away Is best… It helped us
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momszilla said:
this is so awful and I am so sorry this is happening to you. try to stay positive, easier said than done, I know.
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