March 2012
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I need to hear some good real life love stories. And go.
February 2012
10 posts
All in all I’m really proud of myself for how well I’m handling everything. I make it through whole days sometimes without crying. I’ve figured out a way to go back to school in september. I can actually get out of bed every day, when I thought I’d be crumpled on the floor. I guess the boys have made me be strong in ways I didn’t think I’d be able to be.
But...
Valentines day seems especially cruel this year
Ps
To the people who wrote me messages- a million and five thank yous. I plan on responding when the dust has settled, but really can’t tell you how appreciated they were. I have never really had people reach out in this tumblr land, and it couldn’t have come at a better time
I know I haven’t written a proper post about what’s going on. Bottom line is that Jamie will be out by tomorrow. We are very much civil, but I am crushed. How do I do this? How do I see this person for the rest of my life? How do I see him dating other people? How am I, a 30 year old single mother of two, ever going to find somebody myself?
“Losing love is like a window in your heart- everybody sees your blown apart....”
– Paul Simon